smallwhitedove asked: For some reason Tumblr followers think they have some kind of weird ownership in your relationship if you've ever posted a single thing about your partner on the site. When we were still in Wollongong, Pete and I got some pretty fucked up anons about our relationship, too. Hope you guys are ok, and everything works out for the best, because you're both super and seem to make each other fabulously happy for the most part. I hope the anons lay off Abi too, because she's spectacular. x
Thank you so much Jenna… that message brought I little tear to my eye… and yeah she is pretty spectacular. I’m so glad to see you and Pete doing so well. I’m gonna try my best to make it back for march… being responsible with money has never been my forte I must say.
thanks again x
Anonymous asked: why would you move across the world for someone who obviously doesn't value you?
Firstly, I’m 100% certain she does and I believe her when she says so. Secondly, I broke her trust first. About 4 months ago I kissed a girl I worked with on 3 separate occasions. I told Abigail this. It absolutely shattered her and I will forever be ashamed of how I acted. What she has done I won’t go in to. She has already received enough tumblr hate from stupid anons. She’s had a pretty rough few months and that kind of anon abuse can really cause permanent damage to someone. it’s bullying.
But it all started with me and my selfish behaviour. I took her for granted.
We have both hurt each other. But we also absolutely fucking love each other. Relationships aren’t always easy but I’m pretty sure we’ll work this one out.
do you ever cook something in the microwave but it’s still really cold in the middle and you just keep eating it instead of heating it longer because life is pointless and entropy is unavoidable and the universe is filled with callous and casual destruction
I know all relationships have their ups and downs. But how many times can you forgive someone before it becomes meaningless…. I gave everything to this. And as fucked up as it is I can’t walk away. I’m on the other side of the world and I’m so far away from anything that helps me feel safe.